In search of something

Time for me to reflect & consider about my future. I am just this worthless forever.
Thanks to those who tried to comfort me. But yes, Charmaine is still in search of laughter. Hopefully i can find it. Hopefully.


Had boring lessons as usual. Science was super fun.
Had Eng & took back results.
Like wth, wtf, wth, wtf? I failed like two subjs. I saw my results & i was like wth, wtf. wth, wtf!
Then God knows when, i started tearing. & when i start i cant stop. So i was again like wth, wtf!

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Gosh. I guess momo's gonna be really dissapointed in me. I guess daddy wont get me a D40x. & momo wont bring me towning, but instead maybe tuition-ing. Like wth!?
It ok. I really need to find time to study thats all. No worries. No worries. no worrries. Thou' i am starting to worry a lil'.

Perhaps i might asked daddy to lock the computer so i wont get hooked.
Whatever it takes, i must pace myself back to study mood.

Omg, i saw a beautiful brown checked blouse. Cost nearly 85bucks.
ok, enough bout clothes, i shall go books.

In search for her laughter