Why'd you have to turn likethat?

Replies to tags
Lmt: Yes. Water babies. Put in water then grow!
Lianxin: Thanks. I shall really buck up!
Mich: Ha. Thanks for ting-ing me.
Mich: Lol. I nv cry le. Never.
Lianxin: Ha. Santa Claus? I am scared of Santa & Clowns. So either wont cheer me.
Lmt: Agreed.
Meiyu: Oh, sorry sweetheart. Love ya ok. Dont sad la.
Ngjiayi: Lol. I wanna tag you but you dont have tag board. Lol.

Happy Teachers Day 2007.
Reached school at 6.30 am for a briefing for jobscope. I almost couldnt get up.
After debrief, i did my job pretty well. Coz i asked stalls what help they need & man, i was efficient! Hehe. Partly Gavin's idea too. So, ya.
Then was a long assembly. The Sec 4's gave a tribute to the teachers & this particular girl, Beedisha, was super horrible in speech. God!
Mr Lee was awarded the Most Caring Teacher Award. Yay! I love Mr Lee man. I love him. So sad he is gg to protect singapore aft th holidays. & that means, a new teachers coming. Wth! But i cant flunk it anymore. No more failures.
Super fun time roaming ard the stalls trying everything. & eating food. Running here & there to solve things. Settling the class booths problems. Playing broom. Watching performances. Yes. indeed it was F-U-N!

2-C spilled flour everywhere, so Manwei, nichole, gavin, xinren, vivien, (some 2-c girl) & i had to clear up the bl**dy mess. So i ran ard to look for saoba & dustpen ( if thats how you spell it). Then sweep sweep here, pour pour there. Sweep here, pour there, sweep everywhere...

IT RHYMES... ( still chanting the sweep sweep here, pour pour there....)

Proceeded to the hall for performance. Ms Lappen performed & meiyu & jiaxin told us at the count of three to shout :" MS LAPPEN WE LOVE YOU" & yes, i just follow along.
Had to go debrief but then Seeto wants to see yunhao & I coz we are not gg for Choir & Co combined camp. Yes. So we chit chat chit chat chit chat for 45 mins & debrief was alr over. Wth! Slacked in school awhile then went back Rulang with Shijia.

The Rulang Atmosphere is super bad. I hate the cold-ness & the crowd. So many people i not sure who the h*ll they are & they smile to me, wave at me. Like wth. Who are you? Nvm. Shijia & I proceeded to roam ard. Then Shijia found her friends, i hvnt yet. But shijia didnt wanna stick with them so yes, we contd to roam here & there.
Went hall to enjoy some air-con. The performance was soooo cute. Children shaking their butts are such a scene:D

hello. i am not a pervert.
Ate Tons Tons Tons of food. ian Chow saw me eating la. I ordered 2 bowls of noodles, 1 ribena, 3 fishcakes, 2 seaweed. Hm, actually its nth. The portion is pathetic. Like they giving prisoner food liddat. So kiam siap! Tskts.

Then roamed ard & headed to th music room to meet my beloved 6A mates. Aw, they havent changed abit. Bridget tan was a real muddle head. I was sitted there for so long, she didnt notice. Then she suddenly shouted: "Ahhhh." i was stunned. -.-
She screamed coz she saw me. Omg.
Bused 98 home. I feel tired. Mummy went out for dinner. Dad's out for today. To end of, I still will wish all the teachers happy teachers day!

[EDITED]
Becoz i am not gg camp, Ms Seeto Banana wants me to do holiday assignments & show her. Basket. Screw You. Cheebye. But its good too actually, then i will really study! So with that, goodnight.
[/Edits ends]

Still in search of laughter...

In search of something

Time for me to reflect & consider about my future. I am just this worthless forever.
Thanks to those who tried to comfort me. But yes, Charmaine is still in search of laughter. Hopefully i can find it. Hopefully.


Had boring lessons as usual. Science was super fun.
Had Eng & took back results.
Like wth, wtf, wth, wtf? I failed like two subjs. I saw my results & i was like wth, wtf. wth, wtf!
Then God knows when, i started tearing. & when i start i cant stop. So i was again like wth, wtf!

==
Gosh. I guess momo's gonna be really dissapointed in me. I guess daddy wont get me a D40x. & momo wont bring me towning, but instead maybe tuition-ing. Like wth!?
It ok. I really need to find time to study thats all. No worries. No worries. no worrries. Thou' i am starting to worry a lil'.

Perhaps i might asked daddy to lock the computer so i wont get hooked.
Whatever it takes, i must pace myself back to study mood.

Omg, i saw a beautiful brown checked blouse. Cost nearly 85bucks.
ok, enough bout clothes, i shall go books.

In search for her laughter

replies to tags.

Lianxin: Haha, thanks. I shall try(=
jiening: You omg what? haha, nice meh? Sad you nv stay & watch lohr!
Stephanie: lmao, nonono.
Meiyu: Omg, sehpehpeh! Get lost. Haha.
Lmt: lol

Crashing waves

I guess tmr's gonna be tough. Coz i left the homework under the table. & wth? Ms chua just scolded viv & i for not doing. So yes, i am prepared for those scoldings.
Tests tmr, i havent studied. & yes, i am also prepared to flunk. But who cares? Who cares?
LASTLY:
i am too worthless for any of you to figure out why i aint happy this moment. So if you really wanna know? just dont bother. Coz i am worthless, get it?

Like the waves crashing on rocks

Charmaine, you suck. You suck you suck you suck!

• Tell momo about the camping stuffs
• Tell daddy to get me a D40x
• Lihui-Turns-Scary
• Let me tell you a story. long long time ago, charmaine sucked.
• Teacher's Day preparation.
• Geography product.
• Amazing Singapore?
• ♥

I hate chinese.

在我心上用力的开一枪，
让一切归零在这声巨响。
如果爱是说什么都不能放，
我不挣扎，反正我也，没差。

I hate chinese, but this song's nice(:
I swear i didnt change, see you tmr. ♥

Sch was ok today. Blogging now coz tmr i have CCA & wednesday i have cell group.
Thursday vivian's gonna come my house to bake fortune cookies.
Inside got message the thing, know?
Wtf! I took the same bus home as a teacher. Ms cheng.
nice teacher but hello, she made me miss the bus my friend took before me.
Arrange with my friend alr, sorry ah pengyou (friend in chinese).
♥

The Hostage

I hope you know, I hope you know.
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry,Don't cry,Don't cry

♥I shall now apologise to those i hurt.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!

Give you everything that i am.

I give you everything that I am.
I'm handin' over everything that I've got.
Coz I wanna have a really true love. Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up.
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring.
& I want to make it worth the fight.
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

♥ Get Lost.

Everything comes to an end

Did ushering at bball finals. KNN! THE FUCKING INDIAN BOOKED THE VIP CAR.
Sometimes, be VIP always suay ar, esp when theres such unreasonable ass around.

SKIPPED CCA. WATCHED BBALL MATCH

Thanks for everything

performance at tjcc. throw face like mad. booth and walked to bustop alone.
i thought i were to die at the alley ard. AFRAID OF DARK X400000

Telling the truth that really hurts

Three Words: I am tired.
Sec one & two interview for round 2.
Very tiring, i missed cca. Gosh i wanna go one lohr.
><> Mad!
Hahahaha.

cant leak anything out or i will be killed.
had committee meeting aft the whole entire thing.
quite ok la, i rather high thats all -.-
Bused home tgt with rach, shijia, yunhao, fionn & kelly.
oh, there's bryant too, i forgot.
I tell you it was my worse bus trip my whole entire 14years living on earth.
I was laughing non-stop. coz yunhao & bryant were like uber funny?
So i couldnt control myself & i even laughed till i was nearly reaching home.
Gosh, it was utterly disgracing myself.
"WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!"i'd give ppl that look if they'd stare at me.
Hahaha, jaws are hurting really bad now. *Rubs*

Tmr is TJCC joint national day celebration. Guess its gonna be fun.
Coz i am there. ehehehe.
Going fionn's house in the morning to play/study.
Then rush back to sch for i dunno what.
yes, a long day ahead. You can tell i suck coz...
1. I didnt keep to my promise of being on a hiatus.
2. The way i blog today is totally terrible.
3. I havent bought a Yves Saint Lauren good yet...
4. ?

yes, thats all. I promise i wont laugh that much alr.
Control, control.
So you pple wont have anything to tease me about xD
Hahaha.

shit. v and i are addicted to vivo. i can see the money with wings.

Replies to tags
Rachel: Yea, whahaha.
lmt: Fun? Omg, youre freaky.
meiyu: nvm, good job anws.
Stephanie: haha, thanks.
Fionn: MUST SHOP!

Today
Today was average. Except that the fact that lessons were extremely boring.
The interview was rather in a mess in th start. yes.
Miscommunication.
Ended, bused home with shijia, joevin & gavin.
oooh, lollipop esp. cola flavours are SO NICE to suck on xD
Hahaha, arent you jealous people?

About a friend

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway.
Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure.

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

One who looks for a friend without faults will have none.

Consider us friends now?

The feeling arising
Sometimes its hard to understand the meaning of Friendship.
Sometimes, friends are like the g____!
greatest of them all is Love. Coz love is like blood.
& Blood is thicker than water. trying to fake a smile on your face doesnt work.
Coz everyone definately needs a friend.
A friend just like blood.






No worries, nobody forced me to post today.
I had an urge to post. Idk why. & this symptom is really freaky.
coz i really hate blogging & i dunno why i still havent shut down th blog.

Sch was average. jas & i got our ties! Cheers~ Hahaha.
But i thought it was abit quite weird for vian' to be left alone.


As in if we enter th SC room then vian would be alone.
Sigh if they go in & leave jas, me& vian its better coz threes a crowd:D
& 1 is lonely... Hahaha.
Reported to school for DC, frigging boring lessons ahead.


( AS USUAL!)

Then headed to superbowl tgt with Shijia, Vian, Yunhao, Fionnie, kell :D
Fun-ness. Then i bought a packet of Glo-Worms.
Anw, thanks aye gal's for th nicely baked cookies xD Simply YUMMY:D

Choir was still ok. my face was so dry thru-out.
i thought i was dying of dehydration or something know?
So i dranks loads of water. & guess wad?
ITS STILL DRY! I lack of moisture. Darn it.


Nvm, i shall go put loads loads loads of moisturizer.
& what the heck? my lips are dry too! & above my lips too.
dammit.



Came home feeling freaking tired & dry inside.
Gonna do yoga to empty out my feelings.
Edited a few of th Photos taken from the Vivo that day.
Not edit well, just th brightness & contrast blah blah blah...

Here:

Replies to tags
Vivian: lmao, my brother is very irritating!
Lmt: Duh. Especially of you!
Shijia: Ok, wisma & paragon. Pleeeease, i want zara:D
Shijia: Ok, all go tgt then can cam-whore:D
Stephanie: lmao, i think let them plan. We contribute ideas ba.
Miche: Hehehe i shall put two den.
Miche: Haha, i wan buy fatfatfat:D
Miche: No la, i boh angry ppl la. See i smiling leh. My prettaye sex partner!
- - - -

Today was frigging terrible. indeed i nearly blew my top.
Goodness i didnt. i am terribly sorry to shijia. Totally forgotten that you are free today.
But you had fun with president of sarawak so its ok :D
I shant blog alr. I suddenly hate blogging.
BLOGGING SUCKS!

Rather Blurred, but who cares?





HEY WASSUP DUDE?!?!


Lazy to rotate picture. nvm.



Went Church today. Super madness in the alfresco.
Good ness, i am actually v-p for the in-saint clan.
SHERILYN demoted me to secertary. :( very sad now.
Sherilyn, i am real sorry i cant take pictures with you & carina&hearts; coz i going:
HONG KONG CAFE!
yes, ask them & i think they were rather annoyed with me.
hehehe, busily talking bout' my dear hk cafe:D
Guess what?? I went hk cafe to eat a plate of durain fried rice.
@ cine, then went west mall for sakae lunch.
Super Duper Full now. hahaha.

Shall cam-whore next sunday. Louis Vuitton suckz!
ok, i shall now tell you i need a gucci bag for next sunday's event.
NO WAY AM I CARRYIN THE LV BAG.
LV SUCKS! LOUIS VUITTON SUCKS!
am i childish enough to say that it is so damn ugly?
yes, i just said it. Hoorah. Yada yada...

Hey Che Shijia, go bugis with me when you free.
The Skinny Jeans there only 35 Bucks man. :D
ok, call ah the jingrui & yunhao along too!
Gonna be a hectic week ahead. Missing you my dearest baby.

Oh Shut Up. Brother's watching the mean girls dvd & its reallll noisy.
>:D

Photos from Vivo


Acting Emo.


Us!


hey fionn, you look cute!


All up.


I love spastic shots. Right Shijia?


Tall to Short.


Yay! We're a family.


My fellow spastic tingdong.


This boy is super active mans


Haha, kuku birds.


Shijia & I shadows.


hand prints. =.=


Char's production.


I tell you the floor is THHHHISSSSSS HOT@


Acting spastic? lmao


Oh God, look at me.


Charmaine, wat you doing?!?


Twist


Acting professional.


My ideas, Shouting to the world, shijia, your head is uber BIGG!


Us again


The head of the family


Us!


This is Child's Play


My idea again




Shot one


Shot two. See, shijia... we rock!

Aircon man came my house today. Enjoying nice new breeze now:D
Good things have its disadvantages.
Coz my room is in a mess. Nvm, changing bedroom set soon.
& thus i am re-painting my room WHITE! Wahahahaha!

had breakfast in hongkong tearoom again. not bored of it yet thou'
I tell you the toast is fantabulous!!!!
Must try must try. Even better if you can go to cine!
Go to their Hk Cafe!
Shijia, shall we make that our hideout. Fionn, you must come...
IT WONT DISAPOINT YOU!

Guess what? What?
Momo says i must must must fix my horrandous set my uncoath teeth.
WTF? I hate wearing those wires round your teeth.
Like my goodness, they are wires know?
OMG! This is freaky. I shant get them on ok?!?!
I HATE BRACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok enough of those complainings.

Replies to tags

Stephanie: Of course, i must tag everybody back de!
Stephanie: yesyes, its a real pity.
Lmt: Ya, when i grow old then you call me old & shrivelled monkey ist?
Fionn: A moment ago. You were here i think 20 mins ago. I have log de!
Fionn: ok sure. No prob.
Aipoh: ahaha. welcome?
Joan: really? gosh! mines got background thou'

Sex Partner, Me & Lesbian


Sexpartner & I

Sexprt & I

Lesbian, I & sexprt.


Sex Partner :D


My Lovelies:D Gosh, i really obsessed with chips =X




GUCCI IS MUCH LOVE!


I LOVE CHRISTIAN DIOR!!!!



YVES SAINT LAUREN SHADES!







I love the Yves Saint Lauren brand alott, mans i tell you its beautiful!
just like how obsessed i am with Armani, i am with YSL!
Ok, tell you what brands i hate:

1. Louis Vuitton
2. Burberry
3. Marc Jacobs
4. Celine
5. Pucci

Then i tell you wat i LOVE:

1. Armani Exchange
2. Rich & Skinny
3. Zara
4. Christian Dior
5. Fendi
6. Yves Saint Lauren *faints*
7. Juicy Couture
8. Gucci
9. L.A.M.B
10. Guess
11. DKNY
12. Chloe
13. Prada
14. Miu Miu


& what i see i like :D

Why am i turning super materialistic?

Replies to the many of many tags.

meiyu: ah, my dear qin ai de sweetheart! Thanks, i love you:D
Shijia: Tingdongs rock da' world(:
joan: Haha, xie xie ni!
Fionn: ya, thanks. & ok no problem. What kind you want?
Mingtat: omg, monkey! yeeeek! Nvm, thanks anw.
lynn: Thanks, thanks thanks:D
Jingwen: ah, my pretty junior! Thanks ahr~
Joan: zok zok zok? haha, ok.
Lianxin: not again? charmario? eeeeek. hahaha. thanks anw.
Lianxin: thanks, i gonna bring on monday. let you all go whoaaaa~-.-
Lianxin: i had two billabong slings, but i threw them away coz the thirsty hippo got on it. Billabong should have anti-hippo rule so i wont waste my money. *Sobs*

Shijia: Yes, defects. okok, nice ist? i get with you on someday:D
Shijia: go get got alot at the wisma there. Or should i go with you???
Zhanhong: Thanks ah. Stay young?
Aipoh: yesyesyes, i saw you too!
Aipoh: ok, sure i shall link u
Lepeh: its ok. Thanks anw.
yunhao: i want th photos! Thnx anw!
Mingtat: okok. i am 14+1day old.
Stephanie: lmao, it was fun. you go shop lohr, sure will buy de.
Joan: Ya, you freaky monster. like so many numbers. I love number 5!