Fatigue

Yo! I've been slacking for the past 3hs. Shall get something to munch then heyo revision(:

Ciao!~

Exams

Monday. Had Chinese Papers. What a breeze in the tianxiehanzi mans. But the compre was darn XYZ! Super tough. Stayed back for D&T.
Tuesday. Had lessons normal.
Wednesday. Had lessons normal.
Today. Maths Paper one & English paper one. I wanna lodge a complain. I dunno but i think my english compo was rather a flop. Jeez, whatver.
Stayed back for the D&T final alr. So chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong. Yes, i couldnt find drill bits so i had run up & down like a mad monkey. Hmph.

Izwan & Annperng told me to pull flag. But i didnt. I watched them pull flag. Mans, i was like an idoit, standing in the midst of nowhere looking high above... -.-
Then chiong chiong chiong chiong. Finally done. yay! Called daddy to pick me up. Waited for 35 mins. Wth. Went home bathe, eat. Having tummyache now.

To Carina & Sherilyn: Heyyo. This Sunday i'll be attending morning. Byebye.

I hope i can sustain my exam spirit for another one week. Hello stress, goodbye laughter.
Oh. yes, say excuse me can you go away to my pimples. They are totally _____. Argh.
Yes, i am so gonna treat it after my exams. I have like a thousand & one things to do after exams. Like towning, towning, towning, camp prep, kboxing, skating, clear pimple marathon, gain weight regeme. etc.

Oh fart. i better read up on science. Ciao~

Im not dead yet.

Oh fart. I know i shouldnt be using this dear thing now. But im at downtown. Internet connection is effing slow. Munching on this Burger King thing...

Its Mum's birthday. Headed here after church. So im staying here till ard 7++. Goodness. I brought books to study ok(:
While the adults are chit-chatting, lovely cousins are tying hair, i am like the only nerd reading fucking chinese. Man, i swear i hate chinese.

Happy Birthday Glenda & Mummy!

Church was rather ok. Hunks lookout as usual. Didnt spot any. Ah... maybe one or two usual ones xD
Sherilyn didnt come cos her daddy didnt allow. So i had to be mentally prepared for real boring service with Carina. Luckily i was good enough to inject some laughter for Car. Or else she could have died of boredom. & Chim-ility.
I promise i will bring extra jacket cos this idiot keeps snatching mine. & i am kind enough to let her use for 45 mins when i freeze to death for 45mins.
*Swears*

Had Bible Science. Didnt really know what on Earth was going on, so i just follow the crowd. One feet up & down. ( If thats how you phrase it) I am a Prophet(: A holy holy one *Beams*
Headed to the Alfresco with Car & this girl i think she's called Sheryl. Yes. She's indeed the same breed as Sherilyn. just that without the 'i'. Hmmm, i am wondering what Sherilyn is doing at home...

Saturday. Went back to school for Extra remedial lessons by Mr Lee. went home slept a little then went Vivo for a cup of sweet treat with bestie(: Reached home early 7+pm so i had to study. Slept at 1145pm. Eyes swell like ~!#%^&#@.
Oh whatever.

Friday. No cca. I forget what the hell did happened i presume it was D&T. Ya.
Thursday. Forgot what happened too. I think it was Chinese oral, then it was art makeups. Yea. Thats all. Korea korea korea, shopping here i come(:

Its like a neh neh of 8degrees there during winter. Oh God, please people dont call my name, i'd be so dran embarrased to face you with dried chapped lips.

Goodbye. Chinese tmr. Shit.

Hot

*Shuffles to the computer*

Hello. I dont know what i am doing in front of the blogger post machine. Well, i am watching youtube. Mike He is darn hot. Hot Hot Hot(:
Omg. I love him!

School as usual. School again tmr. I hate school.

*Shuffles away*

Finally took a step.

I take a step forward, against all odds to face the different
challenges ahead.

Hello. Its another 5 more days to EOYS. I dont know but i think i am not yet prepared. Shall share with you to let you people not die of boredom. And confirm that i hate dead blogs.

Forgotten what really did happened but i think my week was rather ok. Sunday was Scientastic. Tomyam was darn nice. Thats all i remembered.
& Mum says that i shant go China Exchange programme. so frickle minded. Cos i am going Korea. Hahaha.
8Days Korea, 2 Days Shanghai. 2 Days in Korea ( Ski Resort) How lucky!
Whatever. I heard the temperature there'd be 8degrees. So shit. I have chap lips lei! Alamak.

Monday. Went school. Go home watch finished huan huan ai. Watching devil beside you. Watch watch watch until 12++ am. Then sleep.
Late for school the next morning OLE! Haha. Serious(:

Today. Went school. Stay back D&t lazy to serious blogging. So watched finished Dby, then played a game of Uno with brother. i won 3:1. Played the piano. Btw, i failed the Grade 6 practical. So i have to retake next year. Darn!
Worn out. Continue letter writing. There's school tmr. I think i shall temporarily shut down posting. Cos i am really really fatigue with all those under-the-bloody-torture-school-days things. So i shant blog. I think.

See, i can do it. Didnt blog for 6Days. Ole~.
On partial hiatus i presume. Till i finish Eoys or until i feel like blogging.

Goodbye vt, face up the bloody exams!
5 more days and counting...

Look at the calendar.

11 more days to eoys.
Everybody goodluck(:

Tuesday. Was kinda boring. Lessons as usual. Then had D&T remedial then bused to JEC with Michelle & Vivian to eat in kopitiam. Yummy.
Bused home. I freaking missed my stop & its like 8 stops away?!?!
So i had to take the opposite direction back. Rah.
Watched Huanhuan Ai. Super duper nice. I am alr hooged so too bad huh? Watched watched until mum say stop.

Sleeped. Didnt call smelly. I think i was smart enough alr(:

Today. Reached school nearing 7.15am. Woo, i tried to be late again. But failed. kuakuakua~
Sigh* Why do i keep failing. argh.
Lessons were as boring. Then D&T again. Super fun!
Had batchmeeting after that. Hm, nothing to comment but i agree with Gavin kindof. Makes sense that we should be doing duty tgt & things & such. So all the way. Yay!

Haha. Gotta rush for Cellgroup now.
Theres stupid physics & d&t retest tmr. I should have lucks! LOADS OF THEM!

Cheers People. Shant post till Friday. I hope.

Whose the felonious one here?

Oops. I guess i am gonna get grounded cos i sneaked out of home ytd night.
Dont wanna talk about what happened but, haha. Its stupid.

Today. Went LongJohnSilvers after school today. Very full now. Shall be on partial hiatus i pressume if my itchy fingers dont touch the darling computer... yes.
ohfart. school was a total chaos for me. wth.
Nvm. We shall wait till exams are over then we play ok?
Oh boy, i'll be dragging my darn feet to sch tmr again! ( was nearly late for dc today. Thank Goodness daddy was really kind to drive fast *beams*)

NO.1 DADDY!

School Tmr.

sick again.

Cry

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
& I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
& deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you?
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-heartedI can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
Now I’m in this
condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

All my life

Flu

read the title.

Swing

Hey Girl, swing all your boredom away.

Today. Kicked off the day doing late duty as usual. But it was different feeling today. I guess i was feeling rather itchy all over, that explains why i was so high.
Went for Cme after that. I admit i like the cme lessons today.
Cos they were super fun. Can talk & flaunt my good memory. ( Joking only)

Geography. I didnt know i like Hindi songs until today. Ist cool? Its so nice to hum along to...
Science. Was very quiet. I was attentive this term, yes of course cos i am a nice person (etc.)

Stayed in class after that to watch _____ (ahem). Then went for choir. Rather cool cos i got a paperclip from ms lim. Well everybody got it la. But i got a nice pink treble clef.
Everyone's envious of me & i am so happy about it.
Aye, i got a pink treble clef leh.... wahahaha.

Rushed off cos dad says he's in school & says wanna bring me to hearts. Actually wanted to go myself but nvm.
Reached home like dead pig alr. So i didnt go. I am always liddat. Hahaha. Better than some people who dont even go(:

Called Mr Smelly until ear super pain. Going to start to read a book called " how to make big money" Super cool(:

See you people tmr.
I swear i wont laugh tmr. I swear!

Nightlife is really missed

Today. Reached school rather late cos i woke up super late.
Alarm didnt ring. dad drove slowly cos i wanted to be late. Just once, but i didnt make it of course...
Lessons were average cos i didnt laugh alot, i decide to aplaude for myself.
*Beams*
Went to the dentist today. Did an X-Ray of the teeth.
I have missing teeth! at the bottom. But the dentist say luckily i dont have the teeth.
Or else my condition would have been worse.
Headed for Mac after school. Sumptious lunch. Got a lollipop keychain.
Went to school to try to study. Ended up playing & talking.
bused home. talking to stinky. Thinking whether not to shut down all blogs.

Wish me luck. Lets hit the streets & party till morning comes.
I love the nightlife every teenager has. Oh cmon dont tell me you dont love the city lights?
When they shine so bright. When everythings so still & quiet.

Why should life be to hectic? Just enjoy yourself day-by-day people.
Seeya in the streets. Roam roam roam.

& I nearly forgotten...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE.
I'd love to be ya' bitch. Haha, jk. Have fun.
I love you. ♥
Dearest Dearest, Charmaine.

See you people on th streets. Party~

Worthless

How much longer can i last on this Earth?
If i could, i'd wish i never
existed.
Cos somethings that are done cant be erased. Things that sucked
cant be forgotten.
People you love come and go.
Closest friends betray
you as and when.
Love ones get ill and die.
What kind of world is this?
I bet im worth just like what the world is today.
Nothing. Worthless.
Oh Cmon, f**k off.

Tuesday. Lessons as usual. Mum promised to get me skinnies. Omygawd.

Wednesday. School was as usual. lessons were like asdfghjkll boring. Stayed in the library to study chinese coz at night i need to go for Church stuffs. Bused home with Carissa, Vivian, & Gladwin.

Iarwn, sypjdbam. O! If... nbwebam. Iajapows. fff.
Go Figure Out.

First Day

*Shuffles to computer*
-Starts to type...-

Hello. First day. First day. Everything went fine. Except that i failed Geography. Well, i am kind of immune to those failing here & there alr so, nvm(:
Discipline Check in the morning. I was late. Oh-oh.
Haha, nevermind. I shant be late again. I promise.
Need to report early to school tmr for stepping in to the SC room.
Omg, i am so excited mans(:

Mdmyu returns! Whee~ There'll be no more msng. Ole~
Ok. I am doing the scientastic stuff to submit to cedric.
Deaddue: By This Wednesday.
Omg. & I dunno how to begin. Oh Fart.
I wont let region a , c, d win(:

*20Mins later*
Hohoho.

1. How to not cry when cutting onions?

If you use a sharp knife, there
shouldn't be any tears. An onion makes you cry because acid is being released
from the onion. Using a dull knife crushes the onion rather than cutting it,
releasing far more of this acid into the air.

Oooh, thats cool. See, I am so pro man.
- Shuffles back to table to do some maths-

*5mins later*
Gonna finish with the Scientastic things. Waiting for fionn to come online to send me the code of conduct to memorise. So i can enter the sc room. Haha.
-Zooms off for water-
*Glug*
Yes. Guess what? Sherilyn is online now. So amazing. She's seldom online at this time. This part of the week!

Dnt test was super duper uber difficult. Gosh. I confirm flop it.
Isometric & Orthographic so difficult. 15marks leh.
Oh fart.
Headed to Mcdonalds after that wit Viv. She looks great without hair tied huh? :)
Anw mugged alittle here & there then bused home.
Saw Ape on the bus.
Cant wait for tmr!

ok. Shall reply to the tags tmr? Continue to tag. I am lazy to continue posting. Hehe.

Hello back.

Shall be back to blogger. Livejournal is too tough to use
Went Church today. jean went for main service. So nobody accompany me for de-regionalising.
Sher & Car went so not so bad. Bought Jumbo Hot Dog after that.
Yums*

-10mins later-
Hi! I forgot to tell you schools reopening tmr. Wth.
Test is tmr. Ohfart. I must revise dnt which is like my worst subj!
Ohwhatever.
*Drags feet to revise*

-30mins later-
Mummy & dad went out. Perhaps to look at new handphone.
I want to buy a book. Recommendation anyone?
*shuffles away to continue revising*

-5mins later-
Mum is back. Bye.
Blog after tests i think.

Myfeetissize5.livejournal.com

Omg. i saw Miss Sixty denims. Omg.
I have to rush to Paragon Miss Sixty no matter what. The denims are Fabulous!
My God! The jeans are ranging from nice to gorgeous. Ahhh~
Shall get them when i score well for Fye! Well i blogged here coz i was too lazy to login to livejournal. But yes, i am still at livejournal!
I want the misssixtydenim!

Happy Birthday Shijia.

Sunday. Went for th morning service quite interesting today. coz i wasnt on the screen. 1st time leh! Then Jeanette came so i stayed for the r-zone. No special evt. Ended early, jean & i proceede to the alfresco to get lays. Yummy! Waited for jean's parents to pick her up. Meanwhile, brother begged my dad to let him go compass point, so i had to forsake class chalet. sorry michelle! I am real sorry. Dad went back first. Waited for jean's parents soooo long. 45mins know? Wth. But i didnt matter coz you know, church has really nice hunks & woot~ i enjoyed my time. Hehehehe.

Went home & slept like a pig. dad woke me up at ard 3plus to go to comex again. wth? he says he wanna get an imac. Actually he wants me to get up & just gaigai with him. Argh! Went comex again. Didnt fall asleep this time but i didnt take the photo of the flyer. Just too lazy. Fucking crowded in there. Like human mountain human sea. The prices of everything were absurd. Dad bought white imac for work, so he's gonna pass me the acer one. Then dad also bought a samsung mp3 for himself. So selfish. Mum called, dad rushed to pick her then we wet cousin's place for dinner. Western chow. Yummy!

Brought Ray home slept ard 12am. Was busy talking to mr malcolm. Hahaha. Ok. Thats my boring sunday life.

Monday. Today was cool-ness. Vian came over to bake fortune kueh for geography project. Was a flop again. So wth, we did agar-agar in eggshell to spread th message of ReDuce, ReUse, ReCycle. Ray helped with product no. 2. Hehehe. Blahblahblah... then vian went home studied awhile then malcolm called so talked on the phone then dinner-ed. Oh ya, btw, today's my darling's birthday. Happy Birthday to Shijia. I bought her something. Give her tmr. See, how nice i am(:

Tues: Sch whole day.
Wed: Study.
Thurs: Half a day in sch.
Fri: Heeren day & 1/4 a day in sch. Then vivo w/ three-some.
Sat: Piano & Bugis day.
Sund: Church & study day.
Monday: WTH ITS SCHOOl AGN.

I just so love holidays, right mr malcolm? Haha.

To yunhao:
Wth, Yunhao...Lihui called me & she told me we have to pay for camp even if we not gg. So wtf? Fucking fuck fuck. We have to take our dinner & lunch tgt. Then the total is like $6.40! & WE ARE NOT JOING ANY OF THE GAMES. is this ridiculous or what? Go die la. *Simmer, simmer simmer*
This means right? From morning to night we stay in sch. So wth, wtf. Bloody hell. Fucking ass. Argh. Yea, so basically, its liddat. Bring th consent form tmr too. ( ps: i am not handing in the form & the money for the lunch & dinner. call them go die.)

Changing to Live Journal soon. Blogger's so screwed up!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIJIA!

Comex

Woke up pretty early today. at ard 9.45?
had breakfast at home.
Then waited for teacher jessy to come for piano.
11am, piano.
Then i played monopoly with brother. then played uno. bathed. then i decided to blog hop.
Realised today was comex 2007. rather slow, but malcolm told me to go & heng heng mother not at home & daddy said he'd bring me there. So yes! off we go xD

Comex 2007. Slept on dad's car as usual so didnt managed to capture a shot of the singapore flyer. So sad right? Nevermind. Next time when i go, i shall take pictures pictures of it. With me in it too! Coz the next time i go see th flyer will be when i take a spin in it! Whee~
Anyway, Dad alighted me in the green zone & i had to bl**dy figure my way to the convention hall. Heng i know the place well, so it was so chicken to me. waited for dad at the food republic & then dad came & we went to level 6 straight. dad says he wanna get a gps in his car. Lmao.



I saw a super shocking sight. Imac notebook at $1822! Super madness. Dad says no firmly. Argh/
Then dad went searching for Gps & finally we found them. had no interest so i happily wondered off myself. When dad purchased the thing alr, he thought i was missing. but nah, i was alr beside him *Chuckles* Went in search of D40x. Cant find them I think we went wrong level alr la. Sigh/
Then Dad went to see handphones coz he dropped his phone into the toilet bowl that day & his phone is giving him problems by always going low batt. So dad says he's gonna a Nokia Gps phone. Omg. not GPS AGAIN! Wth. Dad says he's gonna sign up a plan tmr & hand over his problematic phone to me. Wth! You see, i like the phone ( coz got all th functions ) But it has malfunctionality now. Tmd, & he wants to hand over to me???
Of course i said no! So dad didnt get a new phone. Teehehe.
Mum phoned & told dad to pick her. Tmd, i still havent touch & smell until nikon d40x yet lohr! wth? So we rushed down to Orchard Cine to fetch mum. Home for dinner.

Im not gg for R-Zone tmr coz maybe i am going class chalet. & i have to study for seeto banana rmb? ya. so i am contemplating whether to go for chalet or not. See first ya. Michelle would be utterly disapointed if i dun go. So i have to try no matter what!

& Sorry uh all if i had shown you attitude. I really am frigging disgusted by a fucktard.

Why'd you have to turn likethat?

Replies to tags
Lmt: Yes. Water babies. Put in water then grow!
Lianxin: Thanks. I shall really buck up!
Mich: Ha. Thanks for ting-ing me.
Mich: Lol. I nv cry le. Never.
Lianxin: Ha. Santa Claus? I am scared of Santa & Clowns. So either wont cheer me.
Lmt: Agreed.
Meiyu: Oh, sorry sweetheart. Love ya ok. Dont sad la.
Ngjiayi: Lol. I wanna tag you but you dont have tag board. Lol.

Happy Teachers Day 2007.
Reached school at 6.30 am for a briefing for jobscope. I almost couldnt get up.
After debrief, i did my job pretty well. Coz i asked stalls what help they need & man, i was efficient! Hehe. Partly Gavin's idea too. So, ya.
Then was a long assembly. The Sec 4's gave a tribute to the teachers & this particular girl, Beedisha, was super horrible in speech. God!
Mr Lee was awarded the Most Caring Teacher Award. Yay! I love Mr Lee man. I love him. So sad he is gg to protect singapore aft th holidays. & that means, a new teachers coming. Wth! But i cant flunk it anymore. No more failures.
Super fun time roaming ard the stalls trying everything. & eating food. Running here & there to solve things. Settling the class booths problems. Playing broom. Watching performances. Yes. indeed it was F-U-N!

2-C spilled flour everywhere, so Manwei, nichole, gavin, xinren, vivien, (some 2-c girl) & i had to clear up the bl**dy mess. So i ran ard to look for saoba & dustpen ( if thats how you spell it). Then sweep sweep here, pour pour there. Sweep here, pour there, sweep everywhere...

IT RHYMES... ( still chanting the sweep sweep here, pour pour there....)

Proceeded to the hall for performance. Ms Lappen performed & meiyu & jiaxin told us at the count of three to shout :" MS LAPPEN WE LOVE YOU" & yes, i just follow along.
Had to go debrief but then Seeto wants to see yunhao & I coz we are not gg for Choir & Co combined camp. Yes. So we chit chat chit chat chit chat for 45 mins & debrief was alr over. Wth! Slacked in school awhile then went back Rulang with Shijia.

The Rulang Atmosphere is super bad. I hate the cold-ness & the crowd. So many people i not sure who the h*ll they are & they smile to me, wave at me. Like wth. Who are you? Nvm. Shijia & I proceeded to roam ard. Then Shijia found her friends, i hvnt yet. But shijia didnt wanna stick with them so yes, we contd to roam here & there.
Went hall to enjoy some air-con. The performance was soooo cute. Children shaking their butts are such a scene:D

hello. i am not a pervert.
Ate Tons Tons Tons of food. ian Chow saw me eating la. I ordered 2 bowls of noodles, 1 ribena, 3 fishcakes, 2 seaweed. Hm, actually its nth. The portion is pathetic. Like they giving prisoner food liddat. So kiam siap! Tskts.

Then roamed ard & headed to th music room to meet my beloved 6A mates. Aw, they havent changed abit. Bridget tan was a real muddle head. I was sitted there for so long, she didnt notice. Then she suddenly shouted: "Ahhhh." i was stunned. -.-
She screamed coz she saw me. Omg.
Bused 98 home. I feel tired. Mummy went out for dinner. Dad's out for today. To end of, I still will wish all the teachers happy teachers day!

[EDITED]
Becoz i am not gg camp, Ms Seeto Banana wants me to do holiday assignments & show her. Basket. Screw You. Cheebye. But its good too actually, then i will really study! So with that, goodnight.
[/Edits ends]

Still in search of laughter...

In search of something

Time for me to reflect & consider about my future. I am just this worthless forever.
Thanks to those who tried to comfort me. But yes, Charmaine is still in search of laughter. Hopefully i can find it. Hopefully.


Had boring lessons as usual. Science was super fun.
Had Eng & took back results.
Like wth, wtf, wth, wtf? I failed like two subjs. I saw my results & i was like wth, wtf. wth, wtf!
Then God knows when, i started tearing. & when i start i cant stop. So i was again like wth, wtf!

==
Gosh. I guess momo's gonna be really dissapointed in me. I guess daddy wont get me a D40x. & momo wont bring me towning, but instead maybe tuition-ing. Like wth!?
It ok. I really need to find time to study thats all. No worries. No worries. no worrries. Thou' i am starting to worry a lil'.

Perhaps i might asked daddy to lock the computer so i wont get hooked.
Whatever it takes, i must pace myself back to study mood.

Omg, i saw a beautiful brown checked blouse. Cost nearly 85bucks.
ok, enough bout clothes, i shall go books.

In search for her laughter

replies to tags.

Lianxin: Haha, thanks. I shall try(=
jiening: You omg what? haha, nice meh? Sad you nv stay & watch lohr!
Stephanie: lmao, nonono.
Meiyu: Omg, sehpehpeh! Get lost. Haha.
Lmt: lol

Crashing waves

I guess tmr's gonna be tough. Coz i left the homework under the table. & wth? Ms chua just scolded viv & i for not doing. So yes, i am prepared for those scoldings.
Tests tmr, i havent studied. & yes, i am also prepared to flunk. But who cares? Who cares?
LASTLY:
i am too worthless for any of you to figure out why i aint happy this moment. So if you really wanna know? just dont bother. Coz i am worthless, get it?

Like the waves crashing on rocks

Charmaine, you suck. You suck you suck you suck!

• Tell momo about the camping stuffs
• Tell daddy to get me a D40x
• Lihui-Turns-Scary
• Let me tell you a story. long long time ago, charmaine sucked.
• Teacher's Day preparation.
• Geography product.
• Amazing Singapore?
• ♥

I hate chinese.

在我心上用力的开一枪，
让一切归零在这声巨响。
如果爱是说什么都不能放，
我不挣扎，反正我也，没差。

I hate chinese, but this song's nice(:
I swear i didnt change, see you tmr. ♥

Sch was ok today. Blogging now coz tmr i have CCA & wednesday i have cell group.
Thursday vivian's gonna come my house to bake fortune cookies.
Inside got message the thing, know?
Wtf! I took the same bus home as a teacher. Ms cheng.
nice teacher but hello, she made me miss the bus my friend took before me.
Arrange with my friend alr, sorry ah pengyou (friend in chinese).
♥

The Hostage

I hope you know, I hope you know.
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry,Don't cry,Don't cry

♥I shall now apologise to those i hurt.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!